Sunday, August 15, 2010

Letters to Jack

Dear Jack,

I want you to know that my heart aches for you. You are like me. Feelings all closed in. Little touches mean big things coming from us. I want to grab you up in my arms and snuggle uggle you, but this makes you cry. I want to tell you that I want to glue myself to you so you know how much I love you and want to be with you but this idea really just freaks you out. I want to fill up your 'kiss tank' but all that kissing upsets you.

I KNOW how you feel because I often feel the same way EXCEPT when it comes to my boys. Right now you are sitting beside me snuggled in your blanket and your little finger reached over to my hand and touched it for a moment. Little touches that mean big things.

Please know that I try to love you the way you want to be loved and that I love, love, love you.

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